Train Wreck

2010-02-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

I really really miss you.

2010-02-01T07:19:00.001-08:00

tired. want to pon.

2010-01-28T16:15:00.000-08:00

You plan a whole day, anything to spend more time with that one person and he/she calls. Everything is cancelled.you know you should feel sorry for he/she but you can't. Because its the last day you get to spend with that person and he/she will never know how you feel.

2010-01-26T22:31:00.001-08:00

2010-01-25T20:26:00.000-08:00

How could I say 'I love you'
if I don't know what that means?
For Love is not like those
warm movie endings,
or what they say
in magazines.
Its so much more than
a racing heart,
sweaty palms
and blushing cheeks.
Its the choice that's made
to stay committed,
as it gets harder
week after week.
Love is sleeping less
than everyone else
when you call
'just to talk',
it doesn't keep score
of 'who did what',
or whether it was 'your fault'.
Love always looks
for the best,
although you don't show it
all the time,
it doesn't criticize or taunt
in times of trouble,
it whispers
"You will be fine."
I'm telling you now
I don't love you -
not yet,
not even close.
But I'm trying so hard
for your affection,
I write this in poetry,
and not in prose.
I want to learn
what it means to love
so I can love you
as it should be.
So don't be afraid
to ask yourself,
if you really do love me.

2010-01-25T20:07:00.000-08:00

2010-01-25T15:55:00.001-08:00

I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go. It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have.

2010-01-24T05:39:00.000-08:00

crazy week, caught up with friends (i loves of all them! deb, lynette, kenny, russell, david!), major fights, a lot of tears. No regret.

2009 was a good year:)

2010-01-24T05:32:00.000-08:00

"I wish I could tell you how you make me feel. That every time someone says your name, even if they talk about another person, there is a thump in my stomach. Or that when you call me, or we talk on the phone, and you beg me not to hang up, my heart speeds up and I smile. Or that when you hold my hand in the dark, drunk as you were, I never wanted to let go. Or that when you tell me, drunk again, how happy you are that you have me, and how kind I always am, I want to tell you how I feel. I really wish I could tell you.

I want you to know that I often look for you at school. You might not notice, but sometimes I do. I try to talk to you when I see you, or at least show you that I’m there and want your attention. I really just want to talk to you more, like we used to. A few years ago I think you might have been my best friend. I still want that. I want to be able to watch movies like we did. Scary ones, so I could sit closer to you, or sometimes even hold your hand. And you were holding mine."

2010-01-22T05:17:00.000-08:00

hahaha, ive been fighting alot this days, sorry:)

I certainly hope i am... yeah i am! :)

2010-01-18T16:17:00.000-08:00

2010-01-16T01:04:00.000-08:00

2010-01-16T01:01:00.001-08:00

2010-01-16T01:00:00.000-08:00

Nic and I look alike AGAIN! hahaha I SWEAR!

tennis was good, missed the tennis team loads lah! sighhhssss,

i wanna have another tennis outing again! :(

2010-01-13T07:19:00.000-08:00

The fourth kind was kinda dumb... yeah.. the music is good however! hehe!

2010-01-08T04:41:00.000-08:00

First things first, I think I am not that bad a artist! :D hahaha was designing shirts for our UNIFEM project today and I can actually draw pretty well! HEHEHE

This week has been tiring in overall, waking up so early! taking a train to orchard everyday :O first time I'm in orchard the whole day but not shopping :( Managed to catch up with nic this week through phone calls :):) she is a joke! Missing i don't know 5 buses is just EPIC! hahaha

anyway, hope everyone is having a great time at attachment and I want that white tutu dress at bugis :( its awesome except that it costs 100 bucks :( sigghhhhhssss LIFE IS UNFAIR! oh yeah and the pretty bag from Yacht 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT ONE IS AFFORDABLE BUT I CAN'T BEAR TO BUY IT:( OH MAN!

Loves!

2010-01-05T06:24:00.001-08:00

Working in Orchard is kinda cool! i guess... I WANT TO GO FOR TENNIS CAMP!:(

2010-01-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

It's a new year! 2010! A new adventure awaits:)

School's starting, im afraid... i think i need to work doubly hard next year, cannot slack already:(

Loves!

2009-12-25T04:24:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! When I have my own home, I will make sure my Christmas will be warm and fuzzy:) Like you know with christmas carols playing in the background, with yellow lights and a BIG BIG christmas tree with blue and white lights! I don't have a christmas tree this year :(

Thanks for the gifts! AND I LOVE MY NEW WALLET! :)

Loves!

2009-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

These woman were just beautiful, and their voices were :) The 1950s were great and simple.

2009-12-20T07:41:00.000-08:00

my japan photos are lost :( memory card locked or some crap and all the photos are gone! sighhhss my pretty bubbles picture was in there! :O

First run of TGBCG went awesome! Had a great night and thanks for dressing up so nicely that day! anyway.. two more runs to go and I think I'll really start to miss the show once the one on the 25th is over! The makeup, the costumes, the singing..it really gets to you!

Next week dedicated to finishing holiday homework! I NEED TO COMPLETE IT! anyway, applied for UNIFEM for WOW, hope i get it, decided to do something I'm interested in rather than whats good for me:) at least, I know I'll have fun! :D

Christmas is here! Christmas just makes me happy, the joy and the love of it just puts a smile to my face!

Please answer, please come back.

Loves!

2009-12-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

I think it really hurts when you have to leave someone you don't want to leave.Watched Sweet November and The Notebook on the plane, that was the most I ever cried on a plane. My father hated the show, I loved it. I want to be able to live life to the fullest as well....

"if you leave now, everything we had will be perfect forever..."

"This is it, life will never be better, or sweeter than this."

"If you can't live a normal life, live an abnormal life to the fullest."

Loves!

2009-12-16T10:08:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM JAPAN! Hokkaido was beautiful with the snow and stuff, very very nice:) tired and giddy, off to sleep!

Loves1

2009-12-08T08:19:00.001-08:00

2009-12-08T07:37:00.001-08:00

I think I'm too emotional. I should just heck care...

2009-12-05T06:25:00.000-08:00

Don't ever worry, I will never be sick of you:)

Loves!

2009-12-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

Tennis today, tennis tmr... piano not till next year! and I love Nicole and Jamie for telling me they got me a present!:) JUST HEARING THAT MADE ME SUPER SUPER RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY :D

Don't they just look ridiculously happy as well! ;)

Loves!

2009-12-02T07:07:00.001-08:00

watched Christmas Carols today, I only liked the ending... the whole movie was kinda expected to me... BUT WE GOT THE COOLEST SEATS EVER! :D ate so much today!

Morning- porridge
Morning/ Afternoon- SUPERDOG which is FABULOUS
Afternoon- McSpicy :):):)
Night- Spaghetti/Mushroom soup/ Chicken

Im SUCH A PIG! :0 luckily I had cramps which stopped me from eating too much!

Singapore Idol is really the worse show ever, wasted half an hour watching the first 3 sing and they were just BAD!

I NEED TO START DOING MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! my grades drop and im dead! DEAD! :S ok so the plan is to start by this week and finish by january.. possible right? aiya can one lah! and my last piano lesson of the year is tmr! :O YAY! hehehehe

Loves!

2009-12-01T07:56:00.001-08:00

2009-11-30T19:12:00.001-08:00

Never a tear touched my pillow then

So how come now, when everything is perfect

I wake up crying?

I think,

What will I do…

When this is over.

2009-11-30T18:56:00.000-08:00

Before the mistake, you're caught up in the moment.

After the mistake, you just wish you could have reversed time. Me? I just want a second chance but that seems impossible.

I'm at a loss

I don't know what to expect, what to do

I just want to fly away but I can't

2009-11-30T01:49:00.001-08:00

2009-11-30T00:58:00.001-08:00

screwed.... really really screwed..

2009-11-18T08:38:00.000-08:00

Leaving for Vietnam tmr :S HOPE IT'LL TURN OUT FUN! hahaha! I secretly hope that I will hate the food there so that I can lose weight :P Nicole better not sleep talk or sleep walk, I will kick her down!

POPEYE'S TODAY! heheehhe very very nice but very very fattening :( Swensen's yesterday :O I AM SO GONNA GAIN WEIGHT:( need to go on a desperate diet :(

Its been raining everyday, was sitting on the bus home today and the view through wet windows are actually very very pretty. Its like something from those melodramatic shows, like someone sitting against the window and staring into space :) hehehe I felt like that! I have developed a certain liking to sitting on buses and stoning and staring into space, very calm and peaceful feeling! LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD! :)

oh and my dog tried to hump me! ;O gosh! all i did was touch and pet this really really AWESOME white dog and my dog went crazy the moment he smelled me! EWWW he was actually vibrating! :S hahaha but wolf is actually very very cute hehehe! came home late today and he tried to bluff me that his leg was hurting! :) wanted me to pity him! hahaha I don't think I will be able to take it if he ever leaves me :(:(

Loves!

2009-11-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

The kind of guy who will watch me work
getting charcoal all over my hands which eventually
make it to my cheeks and he’ll laugh at me but
wet his thumb with his tongue
and gently take them off my
elbows and my
face

The kind of guy who wouldn’t mind taking his shirt and pants
off for me in the privacy of my studio
to sketch, but of course
I probably wouldn’t subject him to that
kind of thing in the first
place

The kind of guy who’d hold my hand and not my ass when
we walked around town and other places
and talked then he’d tickle me and I’d give
chase

The kind of guy who cries whenever he feels
sad or broken up inside or happy
he’d let me dry his tears because I wanted to
and let me comfort him any time he needed
grace

The kind of guy who doesn’t mind that I’m not like
magazine people cause I’m healthy that’s all that matters
and he says watching the waistline is a waste of time
I’ll be a lady eventually and after all its puberty and just a passing
phase

The kind of guy who’ll lie in the curve of my midnight sleep
and hold me close and when the morning light comes he’ll
still kiss me despite our morning breaths but also
if need be he’ll leave me alone and give me my own
space

The kind of guy who loves every single part of me
for being every single part of me on their own with nothing special
because ‘I’m everything special already’ he
says.

Loves!

2009-11-13T07:59:00.001-08:00

I'm at a loss, I really don't know what to do. Is there anything more that I should be doing... I really don't know. All I know is: I am not letting go, I am not giving up.

2009-11-12T07:23:00.001-08:00

I'M SUPER FULL! hehehe had minori's just now! VERY NICE! ate sashimi, tempura, beef and the salmon IS AWESOME! hahaha this week has been spent pigging out the whole time! hahahaha had SEOUL GARDEN, MINORI'S and tmr I'm having CRYSTAL JADE BUFFET :D

OMG SO PIG! i'm so gonna gain weight :( and.... m family really cannot survive without a maid :O we've only been eating one meal a day lah! hahahaha

skyping... nothing to type :( bye!

Loves!

2009-11-10T04:51:00.000-08:00

got my white dress today:) hope i'll look good in it :S lol! spur of the moment buy! had class lunch at seoul garden, our table ate the most, mille and jamie were flooding our table with chicken :( no space for my beef lah! went to the arcade later on, and i am SUPER LUCKY! i won in my first try hahaha but i gave it to jamie. thanks jamie although you didnt get me the ice cream, hope you like the toy! (big headed pink panther toy)

walked around with jamie and miah later on and miah is really really a shopaholic! more than me and jamie lah! LOL he kept harping on the newbie jacket he wanted, $69.90 leh! SO EX! heheheh and jamie, you totally should have bought that top! hahaha so skanky! :P

the new phua chu kang show is a failure, trying too hard to be funny lah. :P

Loves!

2009-11-09T06:52:00.000-08:00

today was fun:) swensens treat was awesome, nic and i ate till we could burst! hahahaa the lasagna at swensens, i swear, is just spinach! went shopping with nic around tampines later on and realised one thing.. the stuff with no brand are more expensive than the ones with brands! so irritating! saw this super chio white dress and it was 79 BUCKS! super nice leh! like wedding gown :D lol, i was saying how i can replace the bride instead ;)

ps. i think im spelling swensons wrongly :p

anyways, looking forward to friday's dinner with the tennis team! :O buffet with free flow of xiao long bao! :O can't get any better than that! :):):)

Loves!

2009-11-08T06:35:00.001-08:00

this scholarship thing is really pissing me off! so many things to photocopy and print and she just gave me the form today.... i have to hand it up on tuesday-.- super irritating... and i'm super giddy now.. crap

2009-11-07T06:13:00.001-08:00

Loves!

2009-11-07T06:12:00.000-08:00

had macarons today:) i swear they're great! :D jamie has got me hooked onto those stuff!

walked along citylink today and saw so many pretty dresses! i really want a shopping spree:) someone fund my shopping spree please please PLEASE! sighhhssss and Prints is pretty! very very pretty. i love the way they arrange their stuff in colours, just couldn't resist walking in to see the stuff! the notebooks very pretty, i want to buy all! I LOVE THE RED, PINK AND BLUE STUFF! very very pretty! all in all it sucks to walk in citylink with no cash at all, you feel helpless:(

tennis training was good, finally worked out after so so so long! felt good! had to stop cos ashley and were i felt like we were going to break anytime:P but was a good training! and... sorry ashley for pangsehing you. O H OH OH!i just found out my cousin is a part time model -.- i totally didn't expect that... she was a nerd! :O well she did go through a huge transformation but she does lay on the make up! my mum kept telling me never ever use make up or she'll chase me out of the house... lol....

Loves!

2009-11-03T06:30:00.000-08:00

Centre of Excellence at Pasir Ris Primary yesterday, seriously, the only fun part was the launching when the plate/ dart board thingy actually turned green and all the balloons burst and there were paper fireworks! LOL the guest of honor was shocked herself, her expression was LOL! hahaha i dozed off halfway and gabriel had to wake me up.. shitsss, they were videoing us leh! hahahah im screwed if they show it to the teachers :S

so halfway through the discussion i started fantasizing about walk in wadrobes:) how cool are they! :) you walk into a room and to your right are shelves and shelves of shoes, all kinds! pumps, flats, lip flops, boots! :):):) then to your left are your CLOTHES! pink, white, black, red, orange, blue! hahaha all colous also have! then of course in front are ACCESSORIES AND BAGS! sighhhhsss I WANT! someone give me as my christmas present....

watched this is it today, i have to admit watching it was saddening. its like you are constantly reminded that you will never ever be able michael jackson perform ever again:( man! he is really awesome, like his creativity and talent is :O WOW! at least i have his dvds...

so yeah, i told jamie and miah i'll blog al least once in three days and i stuck to my promise! SEE JAMIE! I CAN ONE! :D and paisehhh.. but your macarons a bit squashed already :S LOL. you still have to eat ah! school ending already:S need to think of a holiday schedule, don't wanna waste my time and regret it later on... hmmmmm... anyways, tireddddd... gotta bathe....

hahah i was playing this game with an ixora on friday i think... is it called an ixora? i also don't know... yeah i kept getting he loves me not :( so i started pulling the stems instead and guess what..... i still got he loves me not... lol! nic kept rolling her eyes at me! i think people just love rolling eir eyes at me sighssss

Loves!

2009-10-31T04:42:00.003-07:00

Bungee Run from Tze Hern on Vimeo.

2009-10-31T04:20:00.000-07:00

hum drum week.. nothing much to post about except for yesterday's drama.. LOL i was really freaking out lah! thank you for helping to calm me down. surprisingly my parents, MY DAD, did not kill me :) hahahaha most unexpected reaction...

anyways, this week was just spent wasting time in school, getting back grades and stuff. Got back our GPA for the year that day was like a rollercoaster. everyone was quite affected by the grades and stuff, really hope we can all stay together as a cohort. please.

piano exam was .... nothing much, either fail or pass, i don't know what to expect. yeah... hahaha on a side note, we're really gonna take dance classes! next week i think. LOL

Loves!

2009-10-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

Was totally bored, so started to look at pictures from practically everywhere :)

Loves!

2009-10-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

You are all I never knew I

always wanted.

Loves!

2009-10-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

Leave Me from Daros Films on Vimeo.

Loves!

2009-10-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

sooo tired!!! sports carnival for the past two days, tiring but super super super fun! human foosball with jas is :) hahhaha yinuo say i very rough and unglam:( what! i very enthu ok.

can you believe it tennis actually got into the finals! but... the food eating competition really very very sick, the disgusting disgusting disgusting curryyyyy... ewwwww.. felt like puking the moment i put it in my mouth! :s anyways its been super exhausting for all of us, good job tennis team and 2B/08! YOU ALL ROCK! hhehehehe

hahah just saw the vid tze hern put up lol, we look so cute flying and bouncing on the inflatable thingy! :)

should i go tennis tmr? should i not go? i dont know...

Loves!

2009-10-19T08:57:00.001-07:00

Loves!

2009-10-19T08:15:00.001-07:00

2009-10-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

Love Believes All Things

" When I stand before my God, I hope he'll say of me that I've loved too many, rather than too few."

Paul insists that love believs all things. Love believes in people. It can see the potential in them. It believes that God can take the most unattractive and unworthy individual and turn that person into a masterpiece of beauty and grace. If love errs, it must err in the way of truthfulness and hopefulness.

Certainly we must be aware of the danger when we see it coming and become "wise as serpents". (Matt 10:16) Tough love may bet he best response to irresponsible and foolish people, but we can be too guarded, too wary and distrustful.

It doesn't do us any real harm to be hoodiwinked and defrauded. It's better to belive in someone and have your heart broken by them than to have no heart at all. "

"Love believes all things, hopes all things." I Corinthians 13:7

2009-10-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy0HNWto0UY

Signs- Love without talking :)

Loves!

2009-10-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

today was a bittersweet day. started off well then tennis was :O TIRING! anyways thanks to the tennis team for the CAKE and the effort to try and surprise me! hehehehe next time i act better ok:)

watched julie and julia which is really to me a pointless show. i don't know, didn't really see any point in the movie. had a huge huge fight with my parents but i decided to stop fighting alreayd and make peace with them, i guess its better to do so... yup... anyways i really am gonna start learning how to bake! :D yeah! soooo... gtg!

Loves!

2009-10-15T23:18:00.001-07:00

Loves!

2009-10-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! think i did alright? i hoppeeeeee.. cross my fingers! haha maths was :S sighhhsss

hahaha i'm gonna start spamming my movies! fairytales and all the other kinds:)

hahaha.. me and my sis are planning to go for some "classes" heheh I WANNA LEARN HOW TO BAKE! :D yeah! after the holidays, i'm gonna be the proest baker ever! she wants to go for dance classes! CAN YOU IMAGINE US LEARNING HOW TO DANCE!?!? LOL that would be soooo cooolllll!!!

Loves!

2009-10-08T17:39:00.000-07:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=147338897409&ref=share

Video very very sweet! :D

Loves!

2009-10-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

LADY GAGA IS THE COOLEST SHITZZZ! jamie and i were like fawning over her in school today :):):) she very pretty jamie! LOL :D

and my sis says i'm slow for just watching the paparazzi video:( its not my fault!

Loves!

2009-10-04T00:23:00.001-07:00

8 DAYS LEFT TO PROMO! and I just went shopping :S I'm super sian of studying already, nothing goes into my head anymore...

these few days were spent totally having fun! :D (close to ZERO studying done and I don't feel bad at all :) ) okok MUG starting from NOW! NOW NOW NOW!

Loves!

2009-10-01T04:45:00.001-07:00

:):):):):)

Loves!

2009-09-28T02:47:00.001-07:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE HER SHOES!!!! :O

2009-09-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

I hate history! You decide to spend one hour plus writing a damn essay and you still don't get what they are asking for! What topic statement and thesis???? Don't know what they want lah! :(

I think its real sad that everyone's just busy mugging... ANYWAYS... got the dates for Vietnam trip! hahaha hope I don't get into some car accident by the crazy cars and motor cycles there :S Nicole better protect me! :)

I miss tennis:(:(:(

Loves!

2009-09-26T05:56:00.000-07:00

I've spent this whole week slacking away! :O SO DEAD SO DEAD! and i am still blogging when I know I'm supposed to be studying! Promos are in like 2 WEEKS! 2!!!! :O the fear is slowly dying down, i dont know why.. its supposed to be building down but its actually fading! is that good or bad?

I don't even know the answer....

You and I and a careless mixture of everything we worry about...

Loves!

2009-09-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Thats all that I have to say! :D sighssss.. really didn't want to leave! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! :D

A place somewhere only we know

Loves!

sorry

2009-09-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so terribly sorry. I really need to learn to be more aware of how others are feeling. I need to stop thinking that all that I'm doing is already enough and perfect because its NOT! I need to take into consideration how my actions are affecting you and stop living in this ridiculous stupid little world of mine...I don't know what else to say, what else to do but to just say I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.

2009-09-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch this movies NOW! :(

2009-09-21T01:11:00.000-07:00

I'M GONNA FAIL MATHS! i can't even do surds and indices! :O :O SO SO SO DEAD! how how how! HOW TO DO SURDS AND INDICES!

ok, my blog is so close to dead but I'm just so lazy to post! great things can't be posted cos its for me myself and I to enjoy :) and the bad things are just family stuff.... i think my mum doesn't want to talk to me :S don't know what i did also...

Anyways... this movie is great! :) the soundtrack is awesome! :):)

Loves!

2009-09-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

I wasted away the whole day :S i think i watched like 3 movies in a row, like totally unknowingly. Sitting in front of my tv, watching HBO the whole night when I was supposed to be doing mole concept :(

anyways, today was overall a great day :) City hall has this cool place called the paper market! I want to buy everything there, its all so pretty!! and... city hall seriously has no seats or stuff in the morning! they should totally like construct more seats or something LOL

sleepy...goodnight!

Loves!

stressed

2009-09-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

i will never go back home with jamie ever again! only when i go back with her, then a rat just suddenly decides to come into my way and scare the hell out of me! LOL, i think the uncle next to us had a huge shock lah! HAHAHA the rat was so ewwwwwww...and jamie said it was cute -.-

I think good news earns so much money from me! I spend most of my money there please... sighs, they should have student discount.. lol (wait that means practically everyone will have a discount.) LOL

stressed stressed, sorry if i come across dao these days.. lol, exams are getting to me:(

Forgive me if i get too shy

But maybe you're the reason why

I'm feeling butterflies :)

"God comforts us so that we may be able to comfort others" 2nd Corinthians 1:4

Loves!

walks in the beach

2009-09-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the best day every :) THANKS! (though you kinda ruined it with the question but... it was still GREAT G-R-E-A-T GREAT! )

p.s I hate LA! La compre, La presentation (which she gave us two days to do) Whats her problem!

I dont want to do LA already :( I want to play!!!

2009-09-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

schools tmr :( this hols has been super unproductive, could have done so much more... sighss.. at least there are things to be thankful for :)

1) Awesome worship retreat! refreshed my desire for God once again :) :)
2) Got my backpack :)
3) Awesome phone conversations and walks :) :) :)

Ok! resolution for the next month! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ONE MORE MONTH TO THE PROMOS :S study study! no more distraction! any distraction that comes is gonna get whacked and kicked by me! LOL

ok back to LA! -.-

Were the whole realm of nature mine, 
 that were an offering far too small; 
 love so amazing, so divine, 
 demands my soul, my life, my all. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-mKnY2HMXg

dear god

2009-09-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

Dear god,

I thank you for loving me despite all my imperfections, despite all my mistakes. Father I pray that you will allow me to love you more and more. Give me the peace and assurance that as your daughter, I never have to worry because you will always be there for me. Give me the desire to want to know you more, come into my life once again. I want to care for others like Jesus cared for me.

Amen

" If God is for us, who can be against us..... For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any power, neither height nor dept, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus." Romans 8: 31-39

Life will be at times difficult, often it is painful and for now it is imperfect. But still it is good, for in all these things, nothing can separate us from God's lavish expressions of love.

You make the sun rise every morning and set every evening.

Loves!

sing out loud

2009-09-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

Balloons and rainbows are the prettiest things ever. period. they never fail to make you just smile to yourself :) standing on a grass field, holding balloons, just feeling like the whole world belongs to you:) i want to feel that way!

i want to watch "the holiday"! cameron diaz is the coolest shits lah! :( we watch together after exams ok :) LOL

bittersweet

you going to be the death of me

i don't want you but i need you

i love you, hate you at the very same time

credits to debs! real meaningful lyrics :)

thanks:D

Loves!

;)

2009-09-09T03:01:00.000-07:00

MUGMUGMUG! i think i did the most studying i did since like 3 months ago today and sighhss.. its not that much! *note to self * Buck up sabrina cheok! stop slacking!

sometimes i just want to break free. life constantly places so many darn obstacles in front of us which just make everything seem so pointless. i wanna go back to primary school days :( so carefree! haha

I have to start doing my quiet time! sighss..
"God himself has said "I will never leave you nor forsake you". - Hebrews 13:5
I'm afraid of losing my already tiny small faith. Father, i want to love you more and more. Let me always be reminded of your love for me.

p.s i love it when you call, every time when i see your name on my phone screen, i just can't wait to hear your voice:)

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

Loves!

love!

2009-09-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

adore this blog! lelove.blogspot.com LOVE AND ADORE IT!

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." -Bob Marley

credits to Nicholas! :)

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Loves!

Baby its fact

2009-09-07T19:28:00.001-07:00

bedok sempang is the best! dinner ytd with keewen and ashley was :) ashley and i were like keewen's nannies lah! he never tried tisue prata before :O LOL

Baby it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
Baby our love it true
:)

Loves

screwed

2009-09-06T18:17:00.000-07:00

dead for promos, so dead..... haven't started, dont even want to start. I should really disable my facebook account, I'm spending most of time on that darn website.

sighsss... NEED TO START MUGGING! thinking about going vet tech at temasek poly, stupid andrew seow tell me that such a course exists for what! let me live in denial lah! make me confused only :( VET TECH LEH! thats like :)! so much better than the never ending projects and exams we have here...

back to studying...

Loves!

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2009-09-05T10:18:00.000-07:00

Today was a great great day :) met jo, angee and adeline at kembangan to go to tiong bahru plaza and i was the latest :( SO SORRY! next time i'll go there 30 minutes earlier! LOL

breakfast with chinese class was :D and the chinese exam really helped me catch up with my sleep, according to angee only the people from our school were sleeping after each section whilst the rest were busy double checking their answers -.- had eighteen chef lunch after that! HAHA first time nic acted like a girl when she was the cockroach! :) hahaha NICHOLAS SO MAN, SAVED HER FROM THE DISGUSTING COCKROACH!

then later went window shopping with nic nick jo and angee! :) hahaha very funny when we got angee the pen then she didnt even realise until we pointed it out to her! surprisingly tiong bahru plaza actually has quite nice stuff there, cheap cheap cheap one also!

Church at night was AWESOME! worship was AWESOME, testimonies were TOUCHING AND really really applicable, could identify with it. "Life's a race, without God its a tiring and difficult race but only with God does it becane an amazing race". God is not Santa Claus, he does not do things according to our way but according to His, for he knows whats best for us :)

Dinner/ Supper with debs lynette and jeanine was super duper fun! kept laughing and laughing lah! ashley and kenneth were there with us, lol still find that so unreal! when deb asked what jeanine wanted to be when she grew up, jeanines reply was THE BEST! haha she said "married". we just burst out laughing! haha

ok gtg! jeanine is going to kill me, im making her do all my work while im roaming on facebook :S

Loves!

Happiness

2009-09-04T01:08:00.000-07:00

Love everyone who helped me create me blog :D hahaha can't name all of you cos i think there was around 10 of you all standing around giving senseless suggestions :P LOL!!

anywaysss... I LOVE YOU NICOLE AND JAMIE! thanks nic for helping me with the pics and jamie for the skin, tagboard and whole lot more! <3>

ok... so miah says i have to update my blog regularly cos so much effort has been put into creating it ;) HAHAHA! just hope i don't get bored with blogging! :) ok! HAVE TO STUDY! spent 2 hours creating this oh so fabulous and awesome blog!

On a totally random note... LOVE MY LA GROUP! you all make the meetings so fun and entertaining, you all never fail to make me laugh! I WANNA GO JALAN KAYU AND EAT

PRATA :( thanks to THE OH SO AWESOME STAGE CREW, SHAO JIE, HAI QUAN , TZE HERN (i didn't forget ok), KAIWEN, MIAH, VALENCIA (for the awesome massage) and of course, the HITLER GROUP! you guys made backstage super duper fun! :) THANK YOU TA2 COHORT! your cheers during LA night really helped loads loads! LOVE TA2 2008!

It was a wonderful wonderful night! one to always remember :D

Loves!

First.

2009-09-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

I (L) Jam.