Thursday, January 28, 2010
You plan a whole day, anything to spend more time with that one person and he/she calls. Everything is cancelled.you know you should feel sorry for he/she but you can't. Because its the last day you get to spend with that person and he/she will never know how you feel.
Sabrina, 4:15 PM.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Sabrina, 10:31 PM.
Monday, January 25, 2010
How could I say 'I love you'
if I don't know what that means?
For Love is not like those
warm movie endings,
or what they say
in magazines.
Its so much more than
a racing heart,
sweaty palms
and blushing cheeks.
Its the choice that's made
to stay committed,
as it gets harder
week after week.
Love is sleeping less
than everyone else
when you call
'just to talk',
it doesn't keep score
of 'who did what',
or whether it was 'your fault'.
Love always looks
for the best,
although you don't show it
all the time,
it doesn't criticize or taunt
in times of trouble,
it whispers
"You will be fine."
I'm telling you now
I don't love you -
not yet,
not even close.
But I'm trying so hard
for your affection,
I write this in poetry,
and not in prose.
I want to learn
what it means to love
so I can love you
as it should be.
So don't be afraid
to ask yourself,
if you really do love me.
if I don't know what that means?
For Love is not like those
warm movie endings,
or what they say
in magazines.
Its so much more than
a racing heart,
sweaty palms
and blushing cheeks.
Its the choice that's made
to stay committed,
as it gets harder
week after week.
Love is sleeping less
than everyone else
when you call
'just to talk',
it doesn't keep score
of 'who did what',
or whether it was 'your fault'.
Love always looks
for the best,
although you don't show it
all the time,
it doesn't criticize or taunt
in times of trouble,
it whispers
"You will be fine."
I'm telling you now
I don't love you -
not yet,
not even close.
But I'm trying so hard
for your affection,
I write this in poetry,
and not in prose.
I want to learn
what it means to love
so I can love you
as it should be.
So don't be afraid
to ask yourself,
if you really do love me.
Sabrina, 8:26 PM.
Sabrina, 8:07 PM.
I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go. It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have.
Sabrina, 3:55 PM.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
crazy week, caught up with friends (i loves of all them! deb, lynette, kenny, russell, david!), major fights, a lot of tears. No regret.
2009 was a good year:)
Sabrina, 5:39 AM.
"I wish I could tell you how you make me feel. That every time someone says your name, even if they talk about another person, there is a thump in my stomach. Or that when you call me, or we talk on the phone, and you beg me not to hang up, my heart speeds up and I smile. Or that when you hold my hand in the dark, drunk as you were, I never wanted to let go. Or that when you tell me, drunk again, how happy you are that you have me, and how kind I always am, I want to tell you how I feel. I really wish I could tell you.
I want you to know that I often look for you at school. You might not notice, but sometimes I do. I try to talk to you when I see you, or at least show you that I’m there and want your attention. I really just want to talk to you more, like we used to. A few years ago I think you might have been my best friend. I still want that. I want to be able to watch movies like we did. Scary ones, so I could sit closer to you, or sometimes even hold your hand. And you were holding mine."
I want you to know that I often look for you at school. You might not notice, but sometimes I do. I try to talk to you when I see you, or at least show you that I’m there and want your attention. I really just want to talk to you more, like we used to. A few years ago I think you might have been my best friend. I still want that. I want to be able to watch movies like we did. Scary ones, so I could sit closer to you, or sometimes even hold your hand. And you were holding mine."
Sabrina, 5:32 AM.
Friday, January 22, 2010
hahaha, ive been fighting alot this days, sorry:)
I certainly hope i am... yeah i am! :)
Sabrina, 5:17 AM.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Sabrina, 4:17 PM.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Sabrina, 1:04 AM.
Sabrina, 1:01 AM.
Nic and I look alike AGAIN! hahaha I SWEAR!
tennis was good, missed the tennis team loads lah! sighhhssss,
i wanna have another tennis outing again! :(
Sabrina, 1:00 AM.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
The fourth kind was kinda dumb... yeah.. the music is good however! hehe!
Sabrina, 7:19 AM.
Friday, January 8, 2010
First things first, I think I am not that bad a artist! :D hahaha was designing shirts for our UNIFEM project today and I can actually draw pretty well! HEHEHE
This week has been tiring in overall, waking up so early! taking a train to orchard everyday :O first time I'm in orchard the whole day but not shopping :( Managed to catch up with nic this week through phone calls :):) she is a joke! Missing i don't know 5 buses is just EPIC! hahaha
anyway, hope everyone is having a great time at attachment and I want that white tutu dress at bugis :( its awesome except that it costs 100 bucks :( sigghhhhhssss LIFE IS UNFAIR! oh yeah and the pretty bag from Yacht 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT ONE IS AFFORDABLE BUT I CAN'T BEAR TO BUY IT:( OH MAN!
Loves!
This week has been tiring in overall, waking up so early! taking a train to orchard everyday :O first time I'm in orchard the whole day but not shopping :( Managed to catch up with nic this week through phone calls :):) she is a joke! Missing i don't know 5 buses is just EPIC! hahaha
anyway, hope everyone is having a great time at attachment and I want that white tutu dress at bugis :( its awesome except that it costs 100 bucks :( sigghhhhhssss LIFE IS UNFAIR! oh yeah and the pretty bag from Yacht 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT ONE IS AFFORDABLE BUT I CAN'T BEAR TO BUY IT:( OH MAN!
Loves!
Sabrina, 4:41 AM.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Working in Orchard is kinda cool! i guess... I WANT TO GO FOR TENNIS CAMP!:(
Sabrina, 6:24 AM.
Friday, January 1, 2010
It's a new year! 2010! A new adventure awaits:)
School's starting, im afraid... i think i need to work doubly hard next year, cannot slack already:(
Loves!
Sabrina, 7:16 AM.
