Monday, November 30, 2009
Never a tear touched my pillow then
So how come now, when everything is perfect
I wake up crying?
I think,
What will I do…
When this is over.
Sabrina, 7:12 PM.
Before the mistake, you're caught up in the moment.
After the mistake, you just wish you could have reversed time. Me? I just want a second chance but that seems impossible.
After the mistake, you just wish you could have reversed time. Me? I just want a second chance but that seems impossible.
I'm at a loss
I don't know what to expect, what to do
I just want to fly away but I can't
Sabrina, 6:56 PM.
Sabrina, 1:49 AM.
screwed.... really really screwed..
Sabrina, 12:58 AM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Leaving for Vietnam tmr :S HOPE IT'LL TURN OUT FUN! hahaha! I secretly hope that I will hate the food there so that I can lose weight :P Nicole better not sleep talk or sleep walk, I will kick her down!
POPEYE'S TODAY! heheehhe very very nice but very very fattening :( Swensen's yesterday :O I AM SO GONNA GAIN WEIGHT:( need to go on a desperate diet :(
Its been raining everyday, was sitting on the bus home today and the view through wet windows are actually very very pretty. Its like something from those melodramatic shows, like someone sitting against the window and staring into space :) hehehe I felt like that! I have developed a certain liking to sitting on buses and stoning and staring into space, very calm and peaceful feeling! LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD! :)
oh and my dog tried to hump me! ;O gosh! all i did was touch and pet this really really AWESOME white dog and my dog went crazy the moment he smelled me! EWWW he was actually vibrating! :S hahaha but wolf is actually very very cute hehehe! came home late today and he tried to bluff me that his leg was hurting! :) wanted me to pity him! hahaha I don't think I will be able to take it if he ever leaves me :(:(
Loves!
POPEYE'S TODAY! heheehhe very very nice but very very fattening :( Swensen's yesterday :O I AM SO GONNA GAIN WEIGHT:( need to go on a desperate diet :(
Its been raining everyday, was sitting on the bus home today and the view through wet windows are actually very very pretty. Its like something from those melodramatic shows, like someone sitting against the window and staring into space :) hehehe I felt like that! I have developed a certain liking to sitting on buses and stoning and staring into space, very calm and peaceful feeling! LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD! :)
oh and my dog tried to hump me! ;O gosh! all i did was touch and pet this really really AWESOME white dog and my dog went crazy the moment he smelled me! EWWW he was actually vibrating! :S hahaha but wolf is actually very very cute hehehe! came home late today and he tried to bluff me that his leg was hurting! :) wanted me to pity him! hahaha I don't think I will be able to take it if he ever leaves me :(:(
Sabrina, 8:38 AM.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
The kind of guy who will watch me work
getting charcoal all over my hands which eventually
make it to my cheeks and he’ll laugh at me but
wet his thumb with his tongue
and gently take them off my
elbows and my
face
The kind of guy who wouldn’t mind taking his shirt and pants
off for me in the privacy of my studio
to sketch, but of course
I probably wouldn’t subject him to that
kind of thing in the first
place
The kind of guy who’d hold my hand and not my ass when
we walked around town and other places
and talked then he’d tickle me and I’d give
chase
The kind of guy who cries whenever he feels
sad or broken up inside or happy
he’d let me dry his tears because I wanted to
and let me comfort him any time he needed
grace
The kind of guy who doesn’t mind that I’m not like
magazine people cause I’m healthy that’s all that matters
and he says watching the waistline is a waste of time
I’ll be a lady eventually and after all its puberty and just a passing
phase
The kind of guy who’ll lie in the curve of my midnight sleep
and hold me close and when the morning light comes he’ll
still kiss me despite our morning breaths but also
if need be he’ll leave me alone and give me my own
space
The kind of guy who loves every single part of me
for being every single part of me on their own with nothing special
because ‘I’m everything special already’ he
says.
getting charcoal all over my hands which eventually
make it to my cheeks and he’ll laugh at me but
wet his thumb with his tongue
and gently take them off my
elbows and my
face
The kind of guy who wouldn’t mind taking his shirt and pants
off for me in the privacy of my studio
to sketch, but of course
I probably wouldn’t subject him to that
kind of thing in the first
place
The kind of guy who’d hold my hand and not my ass when
we walked around town and other places
and talked then he’d tickle me and I’d give
chase
The kind of guy who cries whenever he feels
sad or broken up inside or happy
he’d let me dry his tears because I wanted to
and let me comfort him any time he needed
grace
The kind of guy who doesn’t mind that I’m not like
magazine people cause I’m healthy that’s all that matters
and he says watching the waistline is a waste of time
I’ll be a lady eventually and after all its puberty and just a passing
phase
The kind of guy who’ll lie in the curve of my midnight sleep
and hold me close and when the morning light comes he’ll
still kiss me despite our morning breaths but also
if need be he’ll leave me alone and give me my own
space
The kind of guy who loves every single part of me
for being every single part of me on their own with nothing special
because ‘I’m everything special already’ he
says.
Loves!
Sabrina, 8:06 AM.
Friday, November 13, 2009
I'm at a loss, I really don't know what to do. Is there anything more that I should be doing... I really don't know. All I know is: I am not letting go, I am not giving up.
Sabrina, 7:59 AM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
I'M SUPER FULL! hehehe had minori's just now! VERY NICE! ate sashimi, tempura, beef and the salmon IS AWESOME! hahaha this week has been spent pigging out the whole time! hahahaha had SEOUL GARDEN, MINORI'S and tmr I'm having CRYSTAL JADE BUFFET :D
OMG SO PIG! i'm so gonna gain weight :( and.... m family really cannot survive without a maid :O we've only been eating one meal a day lah! hahahaha
skyping... nothing to type :( bye!
Loves!
Sabrina, 7:23 AM.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
got my white dress today:) hope i'll look good in it :S lol! spur of the moment buy! had class lunch at seoul garden, our table ate the most, mille and jamie were flooding our table with chicken :( no space for my beef lah! went to the arcade later on, and i am SUPER LUCKY! i won in my first try hahaha but i gave it to jamie. thanks jamie although you didnt get me the ice cream, hope you like the toy! (big headed pink panther toy)
walked around with jamie and miah later on and miah is really really a shopaholic! more than me and jamie lah! LOL he kept harping on the newbie jacket he wanted, $69.90 leh! SO EX! heheheh and jamie, you totally should have bought that top! hahaha so skanky! :P
the new phua chu kang show is a failure, trying too hard to be funny lah. :P
Loves!
walked around with jamie and miah later on and miah is really really a shopaholic! more than me and jamie lah! LOL he kept harping on the newbie jacket he wanted, $69.90 leh! SO EX! heheheh and jamie, you totally should have bought that top! hahaha so skanky! :P
the new phua chu kang show is a failure, trying too hard to be funny lah. :P
Loves!
Sabrina, 4:51 AM.
Monday, November 9, 2009
today was fun:) swensens treat was awesome, nic and i ate till we could burst! hahahaa the lasagna at swensens, i swear, is just spinach! went shopping with nic around tampines later on and realised one thing.. the stuff with no brand are more expensive than the ones with brands! so irritating! saw this super chio white dress and it was 79 BUCKS! super nice leh! like wedding gown :D lol, i was saying how i can replace the bride instead ;)
ps. i think im spelling swensons wrongly :p
anyways, looking forward to friday's dinner with the tennis team! :O buffet with free flow of xiao long bao! :O can't get any better than that! :):):)
Loves!
ps. i think im spelling swensons wrongly :p
anyways, looking forward to friday's dinner with the tennis team! :O buffet with free flow of xiao long bao! :O can't get any better than that! :):):)
Sabrina, 6:52 AM.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
this scholarship thing is really pissing me off! so many things to photocopy and print and she just gave me the form today.... i have to hand it up on tuesday-.- super irritating... and i'm super giddy now.. crap
Sabrina, 6:35 AM.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Sabrina, 6:13 AM.
had macarons today:) i swear they're great! :D jamie has got me hooked onto those stuff!
walked along citylink today and saw so many pretty dresses! i really want a shopping spree:) someone fund my shopping spree please please PLEASE! sighhhssss and Prints is pretty! very very pretty. i love the way they arrange their stuff in colours, just couldn't resist walking in to see the stuff! the notebooks very pretty, i want to buy all! I LOVE THE RED, PINK AND BLUE STUFF! very very pretty! all in all it sucks to walk in citylink with no cash at all, you feel helpless:(
tennis training was good, finally worked out after so so so long! felt good! had to stop cos ashley and were i felt like we were going to break anytime:P but was a good training! and... sorry ashley for pangsehing you. O H OH OH!i just found out my cousin is a part time model -.- i totally didn't expect that... she was a nerd! :O well she did go through a huge transformation but she does lay on the make up! my mum kept telling me never ever use make up or she'll chase me out of the house... lol....
Loves!
walked along citylink today and saw so many pretty dresses! i really want a shopping spree:) someone fund my shopping spree please please PLEASE! sighhhssss and Prints is pretty! very very pretty. i love the way they arrange their stuff in colours, just couldn't resist walking in to see the stuff! the notebooks very pretty, i want to buy all! I LOVE THE RED, PINK AND BLUE STUFF! very very pretty! all in all it sucks to walk in citylink with no cash at all, you feel helpless:(
tennis training was good, finally worked out after so so so long! felt good! had to stop cos ashley and were i felt like we were going to break anytime:P but was a good training! and... sorry ashley for pangsehing you. O H OH OH!i just found out my cousin is a part time model -.- i totally didn't expect that... she was a nerd! :O well she did go through a huge transformation but she does lay on the make up! my mum kept telling me never ever use make up or she'll chase me out of the house... lol....
Loves!
Sabrina, 6:12 AM.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Centre of Excellence at Pasir Ris Primary yesterday, seriously, the only fun part was the launching when the plate/ dart board thingy actually turned green and all the balloons burst and there were paper fireworks! LOL the guest of honor was shocked herself, her expression was LOL! hahaha i dozed off halfway and gabriel had to wake me up.. shitsss, they were videoing us leh! hahahah im screwed if they show it to the teachers :S
so halfway through the discussion i started fantasizing about walk in wadrobes:) how cool are they! :) you walk into a room and to your right are shelves and shelves of shoes, all kinds! pumps, flats, lip flops, boots! :):):) then to your left are your CLOTHES! pink, white, black, red, orange, blue! hahaha all colous also have! then of course in front are ACCESSORIES AND BAGS! sighhhhsss I WANT! someone give me as my christmas present....
watched this is it today, i have to admit watching it was saddening. its like you are constantly reminded that you will never ever be able michael jackson perform ever again:( man! he is really awesome, like his creativity and talent is :O WOW! at least i have his dvds...
so yeah, i told jamie and miah i'll blog al least once in three days and i stuck to my promise! SEE JAMIE! I CAN ONE! :D and paisehhh.. but your macarons a bit squashed already :S LOL. you still have to eat ah! school ending already:S need to think of a holiday schedule, don't wanna waste my time and regret it later on... hmmmmm... anyways, tireddddd... gotta bathe....
Loves!
so halfway through the discussion i started fantasizing about walk in wadrobes:) how cool are they! :) you walk into a room and to your right are shelves and shelves of shoes, all kinds! pumps, flats, lip flops, boots! :):):) then to your left are your CLOTHES! pink, white, black, red, orange, blue! hahaha all colous also have! then of course in front are ACCESSORIES AND BAGS! sighhhhsss I WANT! someone give me as my christmas present....
watched this is it today, i have to admit watching it was saddening. its like you are constantly reminded that you will never ever be able michael jackson perform ever again:( man! he is really awesome, like his creativity and talent is :O WOW! at least i have his dvds...
so yeah, i told jamie and miah i'll blog al least once in three days and i stuck to my promise! SEE JAMIE! I CAN ONE! :D and paisehhh.. but your macarons a bit squashed already :S LOL. you still have to eat ah! school ending already:S need to think of a holiday schedule, don't wanna waste my time and regret it later on... hmmmmm... anyways, tireddddd... gotta bathe....
hahah i was playing this game with an ixora on friday i think... is it called an ixora? i also don't know... yeah i kept getting he loves me not :( so i started pulling the stems instead and guess what..... i still got he loves me not... lol! nic kept rolling her eyes at me! i think people just love rolling eir eyes at me sighssss
Sabrina, 6:30 AM.
